When Daddy Goes Shopping

Patrick took Waverly shopping today and these are the shoes he chose for her. Anyone else wanna hide all the neighborhood dalmatians (look out Spots, lol)??
Anyone else have a 4 yr old stillllllll wearing a size toddler 8??? These are an 8 and 1/2 and they are too big. I have 9 pairs of size 8 and 1/2s and 9s waiting for her feet to grow :(.
I also got a shot of her in her new purple dress and her corkers, not a great pic b/c she was not having it today, LOL.

Finally updated the movie review

Ok, not totally updated, but I added more movies. We watch a new one every night, its HARD to keep up. Check it out if your looking for something to watch :).

Our First Outfits of the Spring :)

I was so excited to get out shopping today for some spring outfits. I let Waverly pick out whatever she liked, and these are the two outfits we came home with. Both from GAP (25% off this weekend), I never buy their shoes but she was so in love with the purple hearts, I couldn't say no, lol. (plus shes been so well behaved lately its hard not to want to spoil her a little)
I spent $75 in total, bought two pairs of tights, 2 dresses, a pair of shoes, a headband and a stuffed animal, not too bad but way more than i usually spend on clothes at once. I swallowed when I handed the debit card over, lol.
Oh well thats the price you pay for cuteness, right ;)!

This has become my life

See this box of tests? These.are.my.life. I can't get away from them and the promise of that cute little baby on the cover, who was the douchebag who thought of that picture. Seriously arsehole push off, if you are desperate enough to buy 7 ovulation tests at a time obviously you are struggling with TTC and need NO reminders of cute little chubby, sweet smelling love filled babies. TRUST me dude, we who buy these tests think of those babies every.waking minute of every freaken day. Trust me. Its been almost 2 yrs now, and nothing, notta , zilch zip, nothing, so I don't need you cute baby pic staring me in the face everytime I buy the tests of doom.
I am lucky to be even having some sort of a reg cycle right now, I need to hold on to the positive and not focus on what I am missing out on.

OK. I feel better now that thats out of my system. I am in tears today, b/c Waverly is old enough for allowance and full time school next year, she has friends, can dress her self and is so independent, I feel so guilty that she doesn't have a sibling. I feel guilty that I will be giving her one so far apart in age from her, if I ever give her one. ( and thats looking like a pretty big IF).
I am heartbroken, trying my best to be happy each day. Trying not to think about baby making everytime my husband comes near, trying not to be bitter, b/c we decided to wait till she was almost 3 to start trying. Trying, desperately to have some sense of normal, some sense of home , even when I feel our home isn't complete. And NO ONE understands, no one gets what it feels like, to want something so badly, but have no control over weather or not you get it.
Its not fair and I could shout that till the clouds came home, but no ones listening, and its not changing anything.
So I spend the day with my quickly growing girl and enjoy my life as it is, b/c it is blessed, just as it is, and maybe if I focus on that, everything else will fall into place. Or I will come to a place where that is enough for me.

Chocolate Tea.

If you look closely you can see blue specs in the tea, I don't know what they are but its sooo pretty. My awesome husband bought me this tea for Christmas (with an infuser), its not only delicious but I recently found out its also one of the healthiest Teas in the store, which makes me feel good about going through 50g in a month ...ooops.

Bucket head.

She was supposed to be cleaning her toys.....

Beddy bye baby

These are the items that sleep with Waverly most nights. The turtle my brother just bought this turtle for Waverly for Christmas its made out of recycled bottles (I believe). We call him Vern, hes quickly became a W favorite and must sleep in her bed every night.
The musical princess book has been around for yrs and sometimes turns on when you least expect it ;) damn possessed book, lol. The Giraffe is one of many giraffes I have bought for her I buy her one every christmas and randomly when I see a cute one. This one was her first I bought it at TRU when she was a few weeks old, we call him Melman.
And of course Fluffy, not night time (or day or afternoon) would be complete with out fluffy. :)